I strive desperately to make this change, for I refuse to live by the malicious words and teachings of men for all my years.
When did "I love you" become "I own you"? For as long as I can remember, it has only been shaded by the ulterior motives of men.
I want to live genuinely, but it will be hard, because everyone around me is caught or is more so caught in their web of confusion and therefore will not understand my stance.
When will we live fully? We daily live by the expectations of others, preventing us from taking the route we truly wish to. I have started this journey, and though it will take a little time, I will live whole one day eventually.
I just want to try and live differently, this new way which seems so right, to see people for who they are, pay more attention to what they have to say, take a different perspective everyday, for mankind has given us blinkers, limiting our line of vision, I am ripping mine off.
Hard as ever will this journey be, because of the reaction to something new by everyone around me, but someday they'll slowly see, the difference in the life I live, the difference in me.
A change is coming, the man in my mirror, maybe who I'm truly supposed to be, is coming out, while I lock away this man made version, a change is coming, a change in me.
By. P. Peddie
October 16,2014.
