Having a lover as a best friend

Having a lover as a best friend, greatest thing to have, see it strengthens your relationship and the friendship hand in hand. Chilling in the days, sexing in the night, having my lover as my best friend, always in my sight.

Best I ever had... 

And then reality hits...

We're having problems in the relationship, what would everyone else do? Go to your best friend to tell the tale, breathe some sighs, get some form of release, explain your side to see if you were wrong, listen to the advice and make changes as you go along. 

What do I do though? Since my best friend is the one to all my love is shown? Who do I run to? What shoulder do I have should the need arise to cry, I can't run to my niggaz, they'll know not how to reply. I thought this was a good thing but now it leaves questions in my eyes... 

What shall happen if this takes the wrong route? Is it possible to save one egg if the basket falls to its doom? Is it possible to save my friendship if the relationship has a Titanic effect? Who do I lose ,if I should lose? Do I even get a chance to choose? I want the one that'll last forever, i don't want to lose it all, never... 

But can I truly live with my request? If we be lovers can I find sincere friendship? Is it possible for me to keep you as a friend, knowing that we once were lovers and might never be again? Why am I thinking so selfish, what about you? Is any of this things you'd wish to do? 

Having my lover as my best friend, a beautiful thing in the beginning but can be a tragedy in the end, but be not dismayed by my tragic thoughts, live your life and make your decisions from your heart.

Having my lover as my friend, the story continues, hope it never ends. 

07/09/13