A thousand times I thought I had it all planned, pen to paper, recited it like a song. Yet for all the times I thought I had it planned, to prove me wrong the universe had a thousand and one.
The only thing that outweighed the truth, is my faith that always multiplied times two. There were days when I thought for sure this was it, I'm gonna give up, man I can't take it, but I didn't know how, what does one do when they've given up?
It wasn't in my being, this giving up stuff, I tried a few times, but man did I suck. Got so bored, twist and turn, didn't know what to do, that's the worst five minutes I've ever been through.
I was left only with all I had ever known, trying, trying until I make it on my own, well not completely alone, for The Lord always sends someone so I don't have to do everything alone.
Hard a road as ever, but I'll continue to press on forever, my life might not end up as huge as many, but as long as I continue to press hard, it'll come out the way it should, and that will make me whole, because I did all I could.
By P. Peddie
July 8, 2014.
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